I’ve lost focus a little bit the last two days. Getting ready for Shabbos with H under foot, children over tired from first week back, my neighbour made a kiddush, sleeping badly because of unsettling dreams, I hadn’t planned well enough, and more excuses all I need to refocus.
I decided to read my own blog posts to try and remotivate myself. After all, I’m talking to myself.
I didn’t like the negative ones where I was saying horrible things to myself. That’s got to stop.
I’ll get there, I know I will. I’m still making progress even if it’s a bit up and down.